Lindsay
Born June 15, 2005, 9:41 am. Most amazing experience of my life. More details soon, when things calm down!
Nothing new in preggo land. The doctor wants to schedule an induction, says she doesn't care when (her hospital days this month are Fridays), but so far the hospital hasn't been able to come up with a slot for this week and next week remains to be seen. (I totally have a feeling that the scheduler just didn't feel like dealing with it all last week while I was waiting by the phone, and just kind of let it get away... but I'll never know, so doesn't do me much good to stew I suppose...) Meanwhile, baby doesn't seem to be budging, after that one stormy night of excitement.
It's my last day at the office, at least for 2005. I really can't say if I'll ever come back, but that is not the official line... and since I'm still -- in theory at least -- "working from home" till the baby comes, it's all rather anticlimactic. I guess it's good that it doesn't feel more emotional -- must mean I'm ready to bolt. Would have been nice if someone had suggested lunch or some kind of sendoff, but I guess they figure I'll be around, and I probably will be... and frankly half our office is on maternity leave or business trips anyway. Whatever. I'm over it and them.
After a friend bullied me into thinking about daycare centers (in spite of the fact that I really cannot think much at all beyond pushing the kid out of my body), I called a couple near my house. Just want to make sure I'm covered, although I have *no* idea what I am going to want/need to do after my maternity leave runs out.
So. I thought my pregnancy destiny was the flat belly button. It has been pretty consistent. The "innie" I know so well is very long gone, so stretched in fact that to run your hands over my belly with your eyes closed would lead you to believe I did not have a belly button at all, and only a difference in pigment begs to differ.
Last night we lay in bed
As I sit in my tidy, pretty yard, on a pristine early-summer day -- blossoms springing everywhere... lovely, tall, attentive husband washing the car -- pausing to admire and sometimes converse with my ripe and swelling belly while I look on from my perch... quietly basking in the life we have, anticipating the changes about to come...
Now that we have reached the 37 week, "full-term" mark and the baby has successfully turned head-down, anxiety has begun to give way to relief, and now I just want to meet this kid!!